2012年10月28日星期日

all about him

Every time when I hug him, I can smell his breath. It's a subtle sweet and mystic smell which intermixes with HUGO perfume and his masculine scent. The smell likes the sweet outdoor flesh air in the spring. I put my head on his chest, so I can fell his warmth and his strength, it makes me feel an extension of the contentment and security. When I hear his heartbeats, I can feel my love in his heart.

 

Sometimes, in the night, I don't want to close my eyes, because I want to look at the nice face in my arms one more minute. He has the cutest sleeping face in the world, his eyes are shaded by long black eyelashes, and a smile is on his lips. His sleeping face looks so beautiful and peaceful just like a little baby or a teddy bear. It is so hard to stop myself kissing his adorable lip, his pink lip tastes like strawberry cream puff, so soft and delicious. I wish I could have the same dream to him every night, because that makes me can stay with him much more longer.


I love him more than everything.



2012年10月9日星期二

today

The last week of this session. 

I am stressful.

I feel sad & hopeless

fuck my life

我曾经也是一个写日记的女孩
我曾经也有好多的爱好
没有男人我活的很好

现在我真的很堕落

不知道自己的轨迹在哪里
流浪他乡究竟是为了什么

高兴不起来

我的生活就像是影子。这样也没什么不好,但是,如果有一天失败了,就真的什么也没有了

不知道为什么现在越来越没有自信
想回家了
即使每天什么也不干,也想窝在熟悉的小被窝里

Where is my home.?..