2013.2

回北京快2个月了

好想念美国

回国的生活一点都不美好

结婚也是

婚后的生活比我想象的要痛苦要沉重，要让我喘不过气来

每天重复着单调疲劳

我的梦想在遥远的大洋彼岸

每天都在压抑着心里的向往

我想念长岛的夏天

我想念蓝蓝的天空

绿绿的草地

我想念大海

我想念宽阔

我想念无忧无虑

26 years old writting in beijing

i had come back from the US in JAN.4

now i am so tried and suffering from the life in Beijing

but whenever i could not give up my old dreams――

the dream of traveling all over the world, and the dream of moving to a quiet & small town in the other side of the earth.

i am fuckin' hate the "people mountain and people sea".

now, i have to concentrate on making money, i must to~ cuz i need money to make my dreams to come true!

one day, i want to go to the Eiffel tower, go to Fujiyama, go to Alps, go to Les Vegas..... the goal of my life is to enjoy every single day in my life.

even now, in the dirty city Beijing. i need to keep smile! 

value each moment! be happy! be healthy!