2012年10月28日星期日

all about him

Every time when I hug him, I can smell his breath. It's a subtle sweet and mystic smell which intermixes with HUGO perfume and his masculine scent. The smell likes the sweet outdoor flesh air in the spring. I put my head on his chest, so I can fell his warmth and his strength, it makes me feel an extension of the contentment and security. When I hear his heartbeats, I can feel my love in his heart.

 

Sometimes, in the night, I don't want to close my eyes, because I want to look at the nice face in my arms one more minute. He has the cutest sleeping face in the world, his eyes are shaded by long black eyelashes, and a smile is on his lips. His sleeping face looks so beautiful and peaceful just like a little baby or a teddy bear. It is so hard to stop myself kissing his adorable lip, his pink lip tastes like strawberry cream puff, so soft and delicious. I wish I could have the same dream to him every night, because that makes me can stay with him much more longer.


I love him more than everything.



2012年10月9日星期二

today

The last week of this session. 

I am stressful.

I feel sad & hopeless

fuck my life

我曾经也是一个写日记的女孩
我曾经也有好多的爱好
没有男人我活的很好

现在我真的很堕落

不知道自己的轨迹在哪里
流浪他乡究竟是为了什么

高兴不起来

我的生活就像是影子。这样也没什么不好,但是,如果有一天失败了,就真的什么也没有了

不知道为什么现在越来越没有自信
想回家了
即使每天什么也不干,也想窝在熟悉的小被窝里

Where is my home.?..

2012年9月30日星期日

Satday

today i stay at home do nothing......

i wish i can do sth, but.......

i hate myself

2012年9月29日星期六

today

This is the first day i try to write a dairy in English.

Today is my favorite Frieda!

 I and my sweet Simon went to circle mall to see the movie "Hotel Transylvania", and it just cost us 5$ per person. So lucky~:)

I wanted to see this movie long time ago, and today i finally see it. It was really funny and awesome, i enjoyed it very much.

We have a long time did not hang out:/ It's a sweet date for us.
 
Then i went to JW Marriott's Starbucks to write my research outline.

Because last night i didn't sleep very well, i feel tried today, even the double espresso could not help me killing my sleepiness......zzzZZZ沉睡的弯月

But i don't want to stay at home by my self any more, and i can study here more than i am at home.

I hope i can finish the stupid outline....

Tonight i want to play DOTA 2 with him. Tomorrow i will go to the central library to continue my work.......

I have a long time did not work out or jog. I need do more exercise! I cannot give up. I wish tomorrow i can jog or go to the gym.

AND....

I feel my English really sucks! TOT;;;;;;

CRY CRY CRY


 

2012年9月28日星期五

你好friday

这世上最好的婚姻,就是平平安安到老。年轻时候就算为情而死,也不如人家老夫老妻牵手走路更深情。坚持才是最大的爱。 




2012年9月24日星期一

64个月

今天是64个月,有点不开心又有点开心

中午抱在一起睡了一个舒服的午觉

还是在因为周六过得都没人陪心里难受,可能还是因为MC心情不好吧

现在也不锻炼身体了,生活过得好懈怠,是因为天气冷了吗?

和爸爸妈妈隔着万里还在吵架
不过上个礼拜是有点花钱过量了

下周开始要节制自己

我想你,你在回家路上了吧

还是把头发染黄了
黑色显得老气,主要是自己很讨厌沉闷的黑发

我想变漂亮变充实变快乐
我想有目标有干劲很努力
我想变成能给别人快乐的人
而不是少了他就找不到快乐了

行吗?我。。。

2012年9月23日星期日

9月22日

好久没写日记了
讨厌的谷歌两步验证
而且我也忘了邮箱发布的功能了

今天在微博上看见谢梦被她的富二代男朋友求婚了,好大一个求婚仪式啊!我真羡慕。
我希望有一天我也有一个求婚仪式。不用多少人参加 多大场面 花多少钱 多少机关 多么浪漫。
只求有两个人,能让我记住一辈子感动一辈子的真心实意的求婚。我能有吗?我又不漂亮身材又不好又不会做饭脾气也不好。
想的太远了!
现在还在和寂寞的周六日抗争着。和时间比谁更无聊

每次都那么盼着他回家,也许只是说几句话,打一局游戏,就要说晚安,和第二天睁开眼继续等。

现在变得好没耐心啊
原来不见面好几个月只是偶尔网上聊天的时候都没有觉得现在这么闷。
那会一个礼拜都可以只躺着不出门。一天过的很快很快。现在时间却是那么慢。

我的内心真是孤独的可以